Monday, January 29, 2007

Macam Cilake

well...tgh sakit ati nih...tapi dalam tahap terkontrol lah....maybe dalam post kali ni i'll be a little bit harsh..just a little....

FLASH BACK 3 WEEKS AGO....

The results for my Growth n Dev exam were out. I got a C... I decided to see the lecturer(s) involved. The Prof can't do anything, so i met the Dr R, the secretary the next day.
It turned out that the marks were all mixed up..so i just asked for a simple favor, " Please recheck all these". Oh ya i forgot to mention that i was with a few students in that room.......

So the Dr took the papers published earlier n yes she did the recheck. It cam out last week. I got a B. And most of the jumbled n mixed up marks were corrected...

The main story.......After the results were out...I was unaware or buat-buat tak tau about all the dramas happening around me.I'm sure that when there is jubilation, there is also dissappointments. Although my religion does'nt agree with the philosophy of yin and yang...i kinda think that that is what happens in my case...

TODAY

To make the story short, they are some bastards n bitches yang x puas hati with me (that's what i heard though)...Hey..accept the fact that u will always get what u deserve...Kalau dah benda tu bukan markah kau pada awalnya..dari dari sejak semulanya itu mmg bukan markah kau...Susah sangat ke nak terima kenyataan dan kebenaran? Bila time lain, boleh pulak pikir pasal dosa, haram, halal and whatever else u believe in...but when it comes to this...Ko still nak ngaku tu result kau ke? Mana hilang haram, halal n dosa kau? Pelik ya... religion has become something that you can choose...Bila time nak guna agama...guna....Hey wait..apakah agama itu satu hal yang main-main?

Back to my so called 'friends' ni tadi...Nak puas hati ke tak puas hati ke mampus koranglah. Yang aku tau, aku nak result sebenar yang keluar. If you think that what I did is wrong dan sesuatu itu adalah DOSA, silakan jumpa. My handphone is always ON and I will make time kalau betul aku yang SALAH.....

To make things worse...Today i'm fasting....I needed a whole truck of patience in me right now...Dah la tgh pose, pasti sakit ati plak orang buat mcm ni... Taik la weyyy.....Sabar jek la..

I really don't like being around some bunch of mini-micro brain MALAYSIANS yang luar macam cilake, kat dlm pon cam cilake...sangat old-skul dalam pemikiran dan pandangan.In all, call me a friend chooser and i admit that in my previous posts...i keep good friends close and buang yang SAMPAH...Let rubbish decompose and rot all the way....

p/s: ader gak bebudak who thanked me pasal result diorang naik...so far takde budak2 yang thanked me pasal result dier turun n got what he/she deserve. kalo ada aku belanja kat The Buffet, CL karena aku hargai HARGA DIRI KO YANG TINGGI...But in reality, looks like jimat lah duit RP 45k aku...WAHAHAHAHAHA





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