so much to do..so little time

this is my latest entry after 1 month...actually tak bercadang nak tulis ape2..but since dearest melisa yg sms n tanye "apsal x update blog" ternyata there is at least someone yang baca blog i..wahahahahaha....nantila bile saya dah advanced sikit saya akan belajar nak masukkan gambar (i've been saying that since the 18th century...)

life has been very busy but wonderful..errr where shud i start? kira rojak la mana yang ingat saya akan tulis...last weekend i went to Bandung...after 1 year ++ ago...phewww that is really quite a long time and i guess i needed some fresh air and saya dah bosan pergi Bogor...God gave me the courage to pegi again tempat itu and now saya rasa saya dah okey dah...boleh kot sering2 pegi if i bosan...wahahaha...finally managed to get rid of that "aneh" feeling out of me about Bandung....

Persatuan? Hufffff...I just pray that God will continue to provide me with good health...Everyday saya akan bahagi waktu from typing,pegi sekret,kontek manusia lain,pegi tempat lain,sms,call,meeting..bla bla bla....Kekadang mcm letih giler n nak pengsan lagi2 on Fridays because itu my HARI BUSY SEDUNIA...coming back late at night...but PUAS HATI..

Thank God juga all this while i can still juggle my time between studies n etc...tahlah...as long as i feel that i can manage...i know what im doing...there is so much to do...but so little time given..so little time left.........

Update from Miri... my sis has been sending MMS of Vernon...unfortunately...he is not the baby that I met 1 year ago...dah besarrrr la weiiiiiiiii!!!!! Mana aci!!!! aku still nak dier mcm baby lagieyyyyyyy.....Nak beli baju tatau size ape! Ironically, skarang ni tgh blajar Growth n Development... Macam cepat sgt la manusia membesar...pastu hidup SEKEJAP....pastu MATI...... Which always make me think n wonder whether I have been spending my lifetime n will be spending the rest of my life doing something worthwhile? And if I can, who do I think it is for? For me?family?friends?God?....I'll will keep my answer to myself...but since this is my blog n practically no one knows it exist...what the heck! Yeah, skarang semua motivasi hidup harus benar...In short, all I do I will be responsible, doing everything before Him....

My results for Modul Pulmo blom kuar....I'm keeping my fingers crossed..harap bley dapat baik...(Hati berdegup kencang ooooohhhh)

This modul Prof Muzief suruh pakai baju kemeja...I still use t-shirt to go to class...Selagi dier tak halau n selagi aku rasa aku berpakaian sopan...Rilek la brader....

Warghhhhhhh...life is too short.There is so much to be done...Start TODAY

Make money, make love

hurm...nak ngoceh pe plak today....okay my timetable for the past 1 week:

1. I have extra classes n meetings everyday after my ordinary lectures...relax, i cans till breath but once the clock hit 9pm my eyelids will not obey me anymore...

2. I'm privileged to join pak tjipto's hermenetics bible class, consists of 10 students (mostly seniors plus me)...huhu..indah indah...thanx pak tjipto..thank you God!

3. Friday= from PDJ to fires...sampai malam tepar.

4. Saturday radiology and had my guitar lesson after that til 5pm. I was taught by a super-master-of classical guitar...my fingers felt numb in front of him (malu sebenarnye pasal dier hebat sangat main...)

5. Sunday today i went to church (phewwww setelah 2 mgu tak pegi)...siap ade concert for the jakarta sacred music festival...best and i will go and watch nanti tgl 13...

my latest obsession so far is Grey's Anatomy...sampai nak khatam satu season sanggup sacrifice waktu tido...tapi hati-hati beb..next week nak exam mid modul..Next week is going to be very busy..Im attending concerts, classes, meetings, prayer groups and etc...not including my own ordinary classes...i will be getting something from the internal medicine unit (for pulmo) this week..i'll be having my mid modul exam on wednesday....warghhhhhhh...

i need my guitar this week but the 1st string is broken....Yongky bought 1 for me just now so im gona hafta fork out my pocket money for that...warghhhhhhhhhhh...

So in short.... MAKE MONEY.....MAKE LOVE....

p/s: my reflexes are still okay but i think there's somthing wrong with my nerves....

its been a while

warghkkkkkkk...its october today....im really tired for the past one month i dont actually know what happened...time just flew phewwwww passing by and i dont know whether im a better person today than i was a month ago...

i had my cor and cardioV modul and had my final exam last friday...i guess i did okay but i can never expect what im going to get though... Dr Palupi...owh Palupi...

i miss mum's cooking and i really have no idea what to eat this time around...its bulan pose but kedai makan semua lepak je berjual but still in dont know what to eat...kesian kesian...i pity my stomach...

i will be learning a new modul tomorrow..the lung aka PuLMo... and the respiratory tract...I hope i will have the time to BREATH as i had played hard to maintain my heart to BEAT during the last modul...

life's been good..in fact wonderful to me for the past few weeks...i've been very busy with my POUTRI and to keep up with my schedule... a few people kasi hint nak couple-couple tapi saya insan yang malas nak layan hal macam tu skang...kalau mo TTM ya silakan...hehehehe...busett!

Errr..pengakuan jujur dan ikhlas..saya tak pegi gereja dah 2 minggu....last week pasal terbangun lambat and this morning pasal sakit kepala berdenyut macam nak pecah...Elek alasan je tu, kalau nak pegi boleh je....

Malas nak ckp byk...yg pasti hidup aku tgh bahagia giler skang...ENDDDDD

shopping and shopping and more shopping

Its been a few days since i last updated my blog...

lemme see...yesterday kuar ngan naz and got myself a new friend terri aka ming2..great hangin out with them for hald a day..lepak pon kat rumah tumpangan kat area subang yang havoc giler but i pon seb baek tak jadi giler skali

today kuar to my first 'jejak kaki' to midval after 1 year tu pon pasal nak beli digicam and got myself a cool kodak punyer camera...giler batal niat nak beli canon ixus gara2 ada abg kiut yang promote (but the camera wuz better than canon anyway)..pastu jumpa TTM terbaru n lepak kat food junction n berbual....huhu...life's good

so balik ni i repaired my laptop, bought myself a new 3 in 1 printer, and digital camera...yang terbatal niat adalah nak beli jam guess idaman and ipod which i have to wait coz if i buy them all now i confirm akan makan pasir (yes,not indomie) balik jakarta nanti.

i sure gonna miss home lepas balik ni nanti...sayang giler kat my family and since i balik jarang2 ni saya sangat dimanjakan..huhu..best best...

i miss my gooood childhood fren AHMAD FARIZ AZHAR tapi ko plak bebuat bz blasah kan but anyway i still keep my fingers crossed, i hope i can see u or we'll hafta wait aother 1 year baru nak jumpa..sob sob

im ready for a fresh start this semester...semoga saya bersemangat dan buat lebih baik hanya untuk Pencipta...

life is great

yesterday i met dearest shaleen and nanie....waaaaaa rindu gilerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....only God knows how i felt when i met them..it wasnt for long but i really appreciated the times we had..pheewww...thanx u guys lagi2 si melisa tuh jadi driver for da whole day..siap boley sesat bayar tol mahal (ehem RM8) and 2X pusing simpang nak masuk UM gara-gara gatal sangat nak buat turning turun balik..dah la melisa dah cun siket (ehem tamau puji lelebih) so x sampai hati la nak bully and nanie dearest looked kurus but i trust she can take care of herself...and when i reached home in the evening i only get to rest a while pasal ada reunion plak ngan member zaman kecik2 so lepak kedai mamak sampai midnite...perghhh..sooo good to see friends..u see and u grow up together with them..paling bangga skang audrey dulu kecik skang labih gendut dari aku..wakakakakaka..jagoo dyed his hair and wuz kinda cool..kevin? still the same tp jadi galah macam peter crouch...

2 nites earlier i was given the chance to give a talk to the form 4s kat ex skolah aku dulu...boleh tahan la basuh from 9.15 until almost 12 midnite.. i missed the school, good teachers lagi2 yang semangat...dah la skola maken cantek pasal cat baruuuu..tapi kantin hampeh

today plak as usual weekend so family punyer day..lepak ke low yatt and finally dapat cari tempat to repair my lcd laptop...!@#$%^&* terbang duit aku banyak giler...pastu sempat the whole family pegi zoo negara to bring lester and show him what zoo is all about and aku sendiri pon dah 10thn x pegi sana dah..giler lions n tigers sikit giler and pemalas asek tido je so i promised mum when they come im gonna bring them to taman safari indon...

NEWS FLASH : Aku suke lagu paris hilton 'bintang2 buta',thanx to shaleen, but i still dont like paris hilton..i repeat...hehe..damnnn..malu giler nak confess...

my life today

waaaaaa.....hari ini saya sekeluarga keluar beramai-ramai dari pagi sampai malam...serius nehh..untunglah anggota keluarga hanya berjumlah 5 orang karena jika lebih dari itu pasti mobil kami hancur dan orang-orang di sekitar terasa banyak ruang sudah dirugikan tetapi keceriaan dan kemesraan pasti akan lebih terasa...

hari ini saya nyetir mobil. macam harammmmmm..ini karena saya sudah hampir satu tahun tidak membawa mobil secara formal di highway...jika di jakarta hanya curi-curi ayam pakai mobil senior dan dibawa lari sebentar.waduhhh..parah bukan main..

hari ini hari ultah abang saya..saya nemanin dia beli hp baru yang lumayan nokia N80.

sebentar nanti sewaktu hari pagi saya akan berkencan dengan saorang ttm. saya berharap saya mempunyai script yang lumayan karena sejak akhir-akhir ni otak macam blurrr laaa..

saya dgn jujur nak isytiharkan sy ada problem ngan public skang ni..the other day i went to klcc and saw a lotta familar faces everywhere...saya jadi sgt phobia..... my mum call it sudden anti-social syndrome, i call it madness i hate KL and luv JAKARTA very much..benci ahh..hate going around tgk2 muka orang...

to so-called 'friends' and not 4getting 'good friends' dari zaman muda2 dulu sampai skang,kalo rase aku diam tu..bukan aku x igt..kekadng kalian pon x contact so aku paham masing2 busy ngan life sendiri ato mungkin buat2 busy dengan teman2 baru.wut happen to the geng donz?hurm.....

so now honestly...i'm keeping my true,gold,precious,diamond,lifetime friends close..i think everyone should do the same thing also....apalah guna phonebook henpon peno...apalah guna list dalam frenster beratus.....nak cari kawan nangis skang susah...yang besepah yang time happy pastu hilang je..

cor 1 : tlg jgn emo
cor 2 : bukan emo tapi that's life...c'est la vie

uikss..macam banana plak ada C1 and C2...

Perut saya seperti belon berisi udara

waaaaaa...perut saya sangat kembung...nak flatus pun tabley...kuar ikot atas pon x bley....adoiiiiiiiii....saya byk makan makanan masakan emak saya. hari ini bapak saya libur jadi dia juga membantu masak di rumah...ohhh...habislah...mungkin karena itu saya dapat kembung yang dasyat...saya mau beli banyak barang waktu liburan ini. kalau diikutkan hati dan perut...saya mau beli printer, ipod, digicam dan macam-macam lagi termasuk baju bajan sakan. harapan saya ini disokong oleh sale yang begitu banyak di mall-mall iaitu mega sale dan merdeka sale...waduhhhh..tetapi kemungkinan besar keinginan saya dihambat karena duit saya mungkin habis sewaktu saya memperbaiki laptop saya itu...adoi...oh kasihan

blur banget

hari ni hari blur..dah la kembung perot laks tu..esok deh aku bener2 serius nak tulis...huarghhh

world cup fever and examminations

warghhhhh...demam bola....tapi yg paling boring...biler tah nak cuti ni...i miss home badly..entering red zone now..miss mum's cooking..i miss em even more when i start cooking for myself..huahaha..dont get me wrong..sedap tapi tak sama...

pasal system modul ni plak..aku agak letih la skang ni..to add salt in teh botol, we've been undergoing exams for the past 2 months but none of the results are out...very demoralizing..waaaaa...tension tension...utk menghilangkan tension saya beli banyak DVD muvie baru supaya saya menghiburkan diri..since i dont have a lotta money to hire a badut sulap to amuse myself...warfffffffffffffff...i just need a break..thank God for keeping me company and thank you for sending me good friends...amel..tia..

sick

i've been sick the whole week...im so sickkk... warghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

plus, i miss home so much